needles and plastic

The Cellar

needlesandplastic:

Shifting light - reverberations scattering through the cold concrete walls.

In those secretive shadows I lurk - eyes glaring with enamored lust.

A fractured chord lodges in my heart. A spike - a gleaming spark.

Falling in free flow - floating dead - a creature with no home.

Bitten, scoured, ruined - broken in mere hours.

But in the bunker, that cellar - the dark depths turned over.

You never knew you were raising the dead.

I knew you then. I knew you when your gaze interlocked with mine.

I shuddered, tears simmering behind sad blazing eyes.

I fell in love with you that night. RIP . I’ll never forget you. 

Spoken in the night

the lies see our smiles

and echo back.


These fictions

they do not cower

and we are subtly pleased.


Let us beckon

the frank untruth

without rebuke.


And ask it 

to unravel

A fantasy

Skin


This skin

beneath mine

I can feel


In sickness

I will claw

And strip


See the truth

Beastly & vile


This second skin

It is a trap


Watch me smile


It is a lie


Just watch

It felt real

I Stumbled

Fell flat

Looked up

It was her

It felt real

Always her

A mistake

Yet here I was

At rest

Resolute

In Love

It felt real

Almost real

We Read The Rest

I see you out there -

in the twisting rush of a setting sun.

You gaze hesitantly towards the world -
awash with frank and flickering beauty.

Dance upon this earthen corpse -
skip your toes though these grasses, 

that are brittle - and they break.

Sifting through that silk-screen-sky

that dying light rests, 

as if brushed, 

upon your cheeks.  

And now that melting range of emotion meets a cool and solid dark -
that will not break but for the day.

09/04/2015

I might start posting some of my writings from a few years ago. 

It will be interesting to go through all of my old stuff, but it will probably be hard not to cringe at most of it. 

Send Message

Where is the emoji option?

Google ‘how to write love heart?’

I send message with ‘<3′

This seems funny…

I also can’t remember how to love

Google it…

I laugh at myself 

Shut screen 

Pathetic - Don’t cry. 

‘Write what you see’ - they said.


But what I see does not please

It is all so empty,

5pm - bench - public park - secluded,

I hear the brushing of leaves,

This cacophony is unwanted 

Harassment from the trees,

All around - this calls itself life,

It does not stop

In the friction of time

I watch the leaf drop,

Sun passed, now black

No trace, no return back,

Straining the tethers 

I try to write what I see

Constantly trying to forget

what I believe used to be. 

Petals

We spilt flowers down the stairs

out the door

and through the shifting years.

Now fragmented 

our petals are lost

torn apart 

tattered

yet some preserve in the frost

that settled 

beyond our gates

in the winter that

is growing calm

cold and flat

grey beyond measure

sullen

silent 

matte

and details recede 

and petals freeze 

public

It’s not today

not today.

I cannot love

not now.

Surrounded

on all sides -

split tongues rattle.

I realise

from the start

we burn

and spite 

sinks in.

You weren’t there

at the start.

And where are you now?